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Frankie by Firelight & More DREAMS

  
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  Terribly sick again last night, so loads of dreams to report. I have to go through my notebook and figure out the four pages of purple scratchings. The first is the hardest, of course. We must have several dream sessions throughout the sleep pattern, three or four. The first dream is usually short, and they get longer. The first dream took place in Oakland, Mummy and Daddy were there. It involved a coffee maker and maybe a woman and a desert or dry creek bed that I’m trying to remember. My coffee maker was stolen, and Alex came. My hair was cut in a short bob, shorter and darker than high school, and I wore tight faded jeans. I confronted a man, a dream person, trying to cuss him out, but the words were stuck in my throat. Only a wheeze escaped. He called me something like a dumbass of a roarer. 

  It gets better. I was in Gettysburg with Mummy, Daddy, and Susan. What I remember first is driving around with Mummy and Daddy and looking for my inn, something like Longwood Inn, but there was some confusion that I’ll come back to. We passed it, a big cream with brown shutters and trim sprawling two storey, and another grand pink brick Georgian style, maybe the Kensington Arms, or something of the like. It was suburbia; then we came to town. I realized now that it was hot, June. We boarded a scenic railway. I was sitting next to Daddy, and Mummy sat across from me. Mummy and I were discussing some up and coming Poe movie that was soon to be released. Daddy was picking at the corner of a postcard with a white carousel horse that began to play an old ragtime music box tune, Beautiful Dreamer.  I told him that Longwood, the same man that the inn was associated with, had carved the Kennywood carousel horse and written the tune. He was very impressed. We were talking about the hotels, and I told him that at The Kensington Arms you had to share a bed with two other people. He said that was not good unless you were a pervert. He might’ve remained on the train, but Mummy and I met with Susan and went to a book shop where Mummy bought me three books: a little paperback, a magazine, and a slender coffee table sized hardback with a shiny dust jacket. The paperback was pale blue with a rough cardstock, felt like, cover. There was a simple portrait sketch of the actress in the Poe film done in magenta ink. The magazine also covered the same movie that we were all interested in. I later gave Mummy back the eighty dollars that she had spent in the book shop. Going back to my notebook, I see that while I was taking the cash for Mummy out of my little leather and tapestry zipped purse, I remembered that I already had a room at The Farnsworth House, The Eisenhower suite. Meanwhile Susan was talking about all of the money that she had spent at the dentist. I told her about my ten thousand dollar mouth. Mummy was surprised. When we got to The Farnsworth House, however, the clerk, a white man in a tan, short -sleeved shirt and brown pants, told me that my room was not booked. I told him to check under Ron’s name. I woke up at this point because Frankie was throwing up. As I was sick watching Aquarius last night the Mansons were dumpster diving for food. At the same time Sir Frankie Crisp was rummaging through the powder room trash. I usually keep that door shut from him, but I was sick. 

  Now I had gone up to bed at 7:30 am, and had the third epic dream. I need another cup of coffee, so glad to have kept the first down. I was in school, post grad, only in a small golden lit posh shopping mall. It began with me in a crowded locker room where I could not remember the lock combination for my little white locker. The numbers were marked in red, and I was surprised that the lock opened only I still did not have my schedule, (a computer print-out I could see in my mind’s eye that I was trying to remember, gray block computer numbers, only three or four classes, three, I think), or my books. The problem was that I had missed some classes. It was still early in the semester. Still, I went to my first class that took place in a top notch men's suit store: nothing but dark wood shelves holding dress pants, shirts, ties, and jackets. There was a long glossed wooden table where my class met. The professor was a young woman who said that she’d wanted the fancy green tea that I was drinking. We all had special teas in swank glassware: concoctions with ice and foam. She called me a gypsy, I could tell she liked me a lot. One of my old students, Westley, was in this class, at the table, with me. At one point we got up from our seats and were standing in the shop. I dropped my brown crochet light, long sweater on the floor. A light skinned black girl with ponytails had her yellow t shirt with a pink sunflower over her face, so that it looked like she wore a lion mask. I asked if she was a Leo, and she was. The professor was delighted and impressed. The shop owner, a faceless cardboard cutout dressed in a real good suit, with a name tag was talking to me. He also was impressed. Seemed the mall had been losing business, so they started sharing classes there. Nothing seemed that big of a deal at the time. After class Westley and I wandered the mall for something to eat. First I got onion rings, really good, big fried rings on a long rectangular cardboard  tray, but it didn’t stop there. Westley got some chicken, and we also had popcorn and maybe even pizza. I had a big bag of leftovers and offered them to a boy, but said that I would take some of the popcorn and pizza, I think, home. He tried to pay me, but his cash was fake paper napkins. Westley and I walked on. He was talking about his law degree, and I said that my friend, Rick, also had his law degree but was not practicing. I saw my old boyfriend Curt, again, only this time he was dressed in brown. He was young and tan and ducked back into a womens’ clothes store. Now a Prince cover was singing from behind some colorful kiddie play balls. There was a big Asian girl who showed me a Peter Pan themed amusement that they were in the process of removing. It had an unplugged neon sign and waterfall. I was sorry I had missed it. We ascended the aqua blue plastic waterfall. The water had been turned off. There were also some leftover Caspar items. She wound a little plastic toy up, and it spun round her hand. There was another Caspar themed plastic napkin ring? I took it. It was time for my next class, and I was hoping I got it right. It was in a bigger open shop that seemed to be for Asian imports and crafts. The class wore colorful paper animal masks and were speaking in German. I was totally lost. The instructor and students let me know that I was in the wrong class, and I was starting to get worried. I wondered what I was doing there. I told myself that I already had a master’s and teaching degree. Faux Prince was still singing when I reached up to take a plush pink flamingo that was in a furry pink ring shape. There were other animals like it hanging near the play balls in a sort of net set up. When I noticed a crowd watching me, I left it, and they were singing a ditty, making fun of me for not belonging at the mall, and trying to steal the flamingo prize when I woke up.

Dana's Dreams

Dreams 10/3

 

First, I had gotten a job teaching at the mall. It was my first day, and I hadn't been there before. I had Little Pearl, my little green car, in the parking lot. Her trunk was loaded with hundreds of hard backed books I had purchased through the job. I've never been to this mall before, it was immense: nicer than any I've ever seen. The shops were unfamiliar. I was walking, walking, and walking. I had on fancy little flat shoes, and my feet were killing me. I was late when I went into the second dream. 

Now, I was at my parents' house, and it was night. I got into Little Pearl, but nearly crashed into Kelly's yard next door. She was swerving, and I had to put my hand down, out of the window, to avoid flipping over. I was driving and swerving, lost, as usual, when I came to a funny sort of bridge or something. The ground opened up, concrete stamps came down, and swallowed the car, like a garbage disposal. I was afraid, so sent Little Pearl without me and went to the other end to watch for her to come out. There was a swift moving creek, and a lady with long white hair in a long white gown with pink ribbons swept past. She looked like a Dame Darcy character, a spirit, or a faery. Waiting, Little Pearl never ascended, and I lapsed into the third dream. 

I was in Mummy's kitchen, and she was telling me about getting me more Leprechauns for Christmas. The phone rang, and it was my Aunt Nancy. At first Mummy was talking to her, but then, she put me on. Aunt Nancy asked if I had seen the Peter Pan poster at the airport she'd left for me. I told her I did. I had gotten her something Peter Pan and the black and white poster was her way of thanking me, only I hadn't known it when I saw it. Now, my brother was also in the room, and I had swatted a fly near the sink. I swatted another, big hairy one, and it's white head popped clean off. Mummy said it was the queen. 

Finally I was in an old-fashioned library with a small group of people I don't know in real life. One was an older man with a gray beard. I think he was our leader. Anyways, all the time we'd been meeting I had no idea there was a rummage shop owned by an older lady off to the left of the library. I found an original hard glossy plastic, almost like Lucite, Gene doll with a big red head and a bobbed hair-cut. She was like a shelf sitter with dangling legs made from beads and buttons. She had a little black hat. She was sitting on a glass shelf near another doll and a big wooden jewelry box. I wanted her but wasn't sure if I had enough money for her as she was over a hundred dollars. I was carrying her around and asked the lady if I didn't have all of the money for her if I could pay the remainder next week, and she agreed. Meanwhile I was still browsing and went to the back of the store. There, in a corner, on a round table was a little sailor doll in a light blue uniform with gold slippers that looked as if they had been added. They were garish, almost like tiny sequins, and certainly were not original to the doll. I picked him up. He was plastic, a bit bigger than Dawn Dolls, with rooted lashes. He resembled Cracker Jack in a lighter sailor suit. He had the cap. There was a man behind me, I assumed he was gay. Then, I went to the front of the store where a girl that looked a lot like the "Gene" doll, with an even redder bob, stopped me. She was dressed like a goth in a black pleated mini skirt that was too short for her, and black and white knee socks. She asked if I knew her, and said she was Sadie, a cousin's daughter. Now, I got in line to pay for the doll; it was very long, wrapping around, easy to lose your place. When I finally reached the front somebody had left a brown bag full of green and yellow swiggly gummy worms candy that the lady called MacKenzie Worms. She said I could have them, but I told her they were bad for my teeth. It appeared I did have all of the money for the doll, but I never got to pay her she was taking so long. I was standing there with Ron's mother's little blue with pink flowers silk purse from her wedding, I believe, waiting. I was about to tell her I had to get going or the group would leave without me, and I wouldn't know my way home when I woke. 

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